I have just started the book or at least the one thing that should be printed out so that i have it to take with me just in case. And if not then built upon so that for the rest of my life that God has blessed me with, i can make something others will think/look over. Another day another heart problem, it pumps harder everyday and it feels like s#%t. I am constantly uncomfortable about both my heart and my life at this current time. I am far too lazy to try and save people. I need to quit some s#%t and change up my life if I want to even have a chance of living past 23. 23 the year of my life that i most dread. The year of my life that wont have a future, that won't have any meaning unless both the bible and every other part or hint or newspaper article or conspiracy file, note, or movie that has been made is completely abolished. My life past 23 could be amazing i could make an amazing father, perhaps even an amazing human being, but God has other plans for us all and i shall obey. Obey my conscience and what it tells me is that, i must seek God and praise him, for if i wish for my soul to be saved I must look to raise my spiritual awareness. I have started to lower addictions, plan a new job, coordinate funds, and prepare food. But on the 21st begins the first of a long line of dates that shall surely shake human kind. Why does it feel like I am the only one to see this. My "friends" tease me and tell me that the stuff I research is either silly or ridiculous. But I will hear nothing of it. I know what is true and I know what to do (rhymes) I must move on...
As i fill out this page of information I wonder should I name it? There is so much information to fill out that i'm not even sure if i could do it. But until we go down i shall. My favorite part of all this will surely be the section on personal thought. This shall be like a journal, like a final statement.
A word to survivors, a word to us peppers, life of our kind see, live and experience the world in a way the sheep shall never even begin to wrap their minds around. This is my life, my world, my beliefs and my direction that has been developed through 10 years of a constant search for the truth. I am 23 years old almost 24 and since 14 once I got captured by 9/11 and its mystery… So took to heart the idea I would only live till 2012 brings to face us and deliver a revolution never known to man. So as such developed my life around and built my mind to be a survivor, be one to help others in the end. Even with the constant ridicules and teasing about my choice of direction, I pursued, pressed on for I knew the truth, I knew what literally 5% of the population could even grasp.
I state all this for all you men women and children of God that know what I go through, for upon discovering this website I have come to the realization i'm not alone. I understand I am merely 23 and probably don’t have either the life experience or the respect of you older folk, but know I respect you and hope to make friends and new connections in my community to better my preps and knowledge of the world…
What exactly are you looking for.....MY advise is this.. [You prep for yourself].. teach to those that you can, and let fate deal with the rest.....
You must look after #1- and- #1 is you, in any tactical or high stress emergency situation you must not become part of the problem but deal with the situation at hand.. Non-Believers will never be convinced to prepare for anything and when they see the light it will probably be too late for them...... I Myself Don't dwell on specific dates, and Nor should you.. Simply because non of us has the proverbial crystal ball...I prep for tomorrow and live for today....
Better to have it and not need it; then to need it and not have it...
Rannoc,
Live in today's world and prepare for tomorrow. Skills are what is needed for now and for then.
I, too, knew at 14 that we were living in a world of smoke and mirrors. I'm 44 now. It's not easy going against the current I can tell you.
Keep your debt down, pick a hard working partner, grow a garden, learn First Aid, work at something that interests you. Keep going to church, it's more than religion, it's about community. Rural folks tend to be preppers out of necessity, so a move into the country might be needed if you are tired of "bilnd" urbanites.
Save some money and put some food by but don't worry about having all the high tech survival gear. Read, read, read and work hard and pay no attention to nay sayers. And don't let the doom and gloom get you down.
"A prudent man foresees the difficulties ahead and prepares for them; the simpleton goes blindly on and suffers the consequences." - Proverbs 22:3
"The man who has a garden and a library has everything." - Cicero
Rannoc,
Live in today's world and prepare for tomorrow. Skills are what is needed for now and for then.I, too, knew at 14 that we were living in a world of smoke and mirrors. I'm 44 now. It's not easy going against the current I can tell you.
Keep your debt down, pick a hard working partner, grow a garden, learn First Aid, work at something that interests you. Keep going to church, it's more than religion, it's about community. Rural folks tend to be preppers out of necessity, so a move into the country might be needed if you are tired of "bilnd" urbanites.
Save some money and put some food by but don't worry about having all the high tech survival gear. Read, read, read and work hard and pay no attention to nay sayers. And don't let the doom and gloom get you down.
Words of wisdom. It's very important (and difficult) to remain positive and enjoy life when we prep for what will likely be a bleak future. Dont get obsessed with the destination or youll miss the journey! When the SHTF you will need to fall back on the memories of better times to help you persevere. I find physical exercise an excellent pick me upper and confidence booster - be it jogging or splitting firewood.

